Hurdle

How am I gonna handle so many things that come to me at once? 
People said, TIME MANAGEMENT. 


Yes, 



but im stuck somewhere. Lost. 
It's the pressure from nowhere that suffocating me. I dont know why I should be stressed? I dont wanna be like what I did today during hurdle, stop in front of the hurdle instead of jumping over it :/ argh.



Positivity, please come back to mama. 
NEVER SAY NEVER ANYMORE YEE LING! this is your biggest challenge in 2011, YOU CAN DO IT! :) TRUST YOURSELF! Just do it! :D

16/2/11

11:33pm

the sun emerges

Hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm.
woke up reluctantly in the gloomy morning yoga and had breakfast ate sour pineapple and worked as a waitress till afternoon and go home with exhausted body and ate a slice of salty cheese and a sweet banana. Hahaaa. My day was average.



Life is kinda plain for me now but I wouldn't say its boring. I was walking in a shopping centre yesterday and I really do love the feeling for being alone. It's not the feeling of lonely. Wandering around in a book store, I was blank-minded. How awesome is that, when a normal human being can actually have time to think of nothing. Hahaaa its weird though. Call me giler. Well i think im just simply contented :)


Uh huh. but I do indulge myself in some awesome food sometimes! haaahha!

ahaa! I had 北京田鸭 at Hong Kee located at Connaught with my sis and her boyfriend. these are just the skin of the duck. they taste great together with the sauce!

and at the same day, we went all the way to Asia Cafe at Subang to eat these delicate and delicious sushi! take a look people! :D

they don't just impress you with their appearance heehee :P when you get to chew them, all the ingredients mixed together.. woah you'll just go speechless and you just gonna remember the taste forever! Hmmmmm~

 look at our reactions when eating those sushi! even my dad who is loath eating sushi, loves them! :D

 Sushi Heng! You'll fall in love with him once you eat the sushi that he made! its like a drug hahaa! but you'll get intimidated by his serious-looking as well. He glared at me when I took his picture. Maybe he doesn't like to be captured? and he doesn't talk much hahaa. Hoho! yeah one thing! if you get to order his sushi, don't order from the menu. It would be a waste if you order from the menu. So, request him to create some sushi on spot! hahaa 

TIPS: while waiting, be a patient and enthusiastic audience. hahaa. I describe customer as audience because the process is absolutely like a performance! hahaaa. You can feel his heart making those sushi. and for sure the sushi you're going to eat will taste even better! Awww I'm serious! heee!

Last Saturday. When I was being tortured by my own guiltiness, my sister bought a bouquet of flowers and wrote an apology letter to cheer mom up! Hahahaa. However mom's response was kind of unreadable when she received it urgh. Sister and I spent the night doubting whether mom has forgiven us.. And delightedly, the next day mom smiled at us! Hahaa finally it's over, everything has back to its right place.



It was another average but hot afternoon.

this is how my brother and I communicate :P

Priscilla is one of a few seniors that im still close with :) she's jotting down the notes or whatsoever which she supposed to have written during her classes. hahaaa

Priscilla using Kukumalu pencil box leh! How cute! xD

 

Pris is eager for the CS notes from my brother. she looks like a kid waiting for mama's ice-cream isn't it? xD

I always end up wordless in the end of my post. Why ah?

Oh yeah! did I mention I got chosen to be student reporter? Hahaaa. It was a delighting news for me but what makes me happier is, my mom allows me to participate the training camp! My protective mom was kind of disagree my decision to become a student reporter before passing up the application form. hahaa! but see! belum try belum tau :P now everything works out! (it actually rhymes huh?) woohooo!

I'm starving. Off for dinner. Toodles! :D

PS: I'm worried because I know you well.

9/12/2010

7.04pm

reminder of mistakes

I made two atrocious mistakes in two months time. 

First, I gave out opinions as if I was an expert. Second, I spilled out things that I should not have done so. and I mess up everything now. Screwed up.

Don't you think relation among people is, so vulnerable? It could be just broken due to a word, a gesture, or even only an expression. And sadly, once a relation is broken, even if it's healed, a scar is left there. You can still feel the pain after months, years, or forever. The scar will always remind you of the pain. Argh. Something very minor that you think it means nothing, it might mean a lot to somebody else. I'm sorry for everything. I've hurt so many people's feelings. I got no idea what to do anymore other than apologizing. I'm sorry.

SOH YEE LING, what do you want? want to be thanked because you've made a great deal? you want to act like a great person? Who do you think you are? Damn you SOH YEE LING! 

Hurting my friend, hurting my mom. These are my unforgivable mistakes in my teenage life, and I'm gonna keep them in my mind till I grow up and grow old. Lesson learnt: think think think and think before you say something.Words you say can mean nothing to yourself, but can be hurtful or offending to somebody else! SOH YEE LING take note!

I never had such strong feeling that I actually wanted to fly back to the past, preventing myself from making such mistakes :( I kept asking myself, why did I say so? Why? yet life goes on. you can't just live in the past, stuck at your own mistakes! learn from your mistake, and make sure don't repeat it! and after all, I'm sorry :)

its the night. 2 of December 2010. I'm sorry mom and er jie.

and I'm sorry, Vivian.

The sun still rises, the wind still blow, life goes on. 

3:24pm

7/12/2010

对，是我的错。

人一旦太幸福，会忘了原来自己，已经很幸福了。未能融入你的身份，去体谅您的辛劳，是我的无知。未曾设身处地为你着想，去了解您的付出，是我的自私。我的出发点是想去填补您和姐之间的漏洞，是那种与日俱深的漏洞，但我却抹杀了你之前所作出的努力和贡献。对不起，真的很对不起。

这是我前所未有的恐惧。

恐惧，恐惧我从此断送一家人的和睦。

恐惧，恐惧我从此留下一个无法磨灭的伤疤在母亲身上。

而这一切， 就只因为我冲动，无知，没经大脑的话！

我从没如此害怕地要去面对一件事的后果，那种害怕，是我很想很想逃避的。我没把握能将我闯出来的祸填补回去。祸从口出。母亲与孩子形同陌路，那种感觉，就好像死了更好过。    “对不起”似乎已不代表什么了。我该怎么办？

死了算了？哈哈

原来结局是，形同陌路。

:)

Baby you're a firework

You don't have to feel like a waste of space. You're original, cannot be replaced.
If you only knew what the future holds After a hurricane comes a rainbow..

the sampat face as usual :P

Already a number of my friends fall sick lately - due to unpredictable weather, pollutions and inadequate rest or whatever reason. Now even myself is in the list. Yeah am feeling better after simply shaking body following the beat of songs "Like a G6" and "Toy Soldier". At least the perspiration has cut down the uneasiness of feeling sick, and I feel more cheerful now.


Yet I feel so useless at this moment.
My friends are feeling down but I could help nothing. I'm afraid of saying things to both of them as I might hurt them even further. So I choose to keep quiet :/ Ahhhh Vivian and CheeRen, stay strong. I hope you guys can hear this. I believe the rainbow will appear soon, real soon for you guys. Stay to have faith and be positive. :)

When we're delighted with our country development as we have higher quality of lifestyle, we wish we can go backwards, stay close with nature.

When we are running too fast, we wish life is slower-paced.

When we know more, we wish we can know less.

When our life gets complicated, we wish it can be simpler.

Even a 9-year-old little girl committed suicide, 

because of overloaded homework.

When I was as this age, I don't think I even know what does 'suicide' really mean. Where has the innocence of a child gone? Hassles which needed to be solved in our life will increase as our age increases. I know, this is something called growth.

When life is falling down, why don't we sit back, and picture how gigantic the universe is, how tiny we human beings are. If the predication of 2012 is the end of the world does come true, are your problems now are problems? If you think you can accept life and death as something you must go through, why don't you see downfalls as memorable chapters of your life? It is normal to fall, it is normal to fail in our life.

My sister said, "ehhh everyone knows these principles of life, but not everyone can practice them." Yes, she is right. But we people need to be often reminded. I often remind myself, that is why I repeat and repeat all this over and over again in my posts. I wish my words can at least make your mind clearer, can at least make you take a break to think. Hahaaa, good luck!

The world is just awesome!

Eliz

6/11/10

5:03pm

Say Hello to confidence!

Ways to build confidence

• Laugh out loud
• Learn to look into people's eyes
• Increase your speed of walking by 25%, walk upright
• speak out in front of people
• sit at front seat
• compliment yourself (means to be perasan! :P) 
• seek the good point of your personalities
• be passionate and agree to your work
• look at yourself in the mirror more often, find the favourite and most satisfied part of your body
• take part in gathering or outings, take chances to make new friends, widen the ranges of friends

 I got these from a Chinese magazine. Which one are you practicing now? I only kena five out of ten :/

like a rat LOL

I was actually self-doubting my capabilities.

I thought I've built up my confidence, not until I realized that I do sometimes avoid meeting people's eyes and avoid talking to somebody. That is a bizarre feeling :/ It's not like I'm afraid of something.. You know what? I do not even dare to order a delivery of Domino's pizza through phone call even though I really really really have the urge to eat a pizza at the moment. I would just ask anyone else to do so but not myself. The lack of confidence causes me to be so?


 
Apologies for readers as I'm not blogging about Sabah trip :) still seeking the mood.
I think I'm jotting down one of the transitions of my growth process. I'm still working hard on building my confidence. I believe building up confidence needs a lifetime.We need to be confident in ourselves if we wish to succeed in life. Have you ever heard of the "Law of attraction"? If not, read The Secret. It has English and Mandarin version, and a notebook version? Hahaa. I strongly believe in this principle :)



Anyway, thanks Vivian for your very loooong message! hahaaa



I will update as soon as I get into the mood! :D

Be grateful heee!

"OPEN MY EYES BIG BIG"

and I know who you are now :)
thanks for giving me such a lesson dear!

Eliz

1/9/10

11:41pm

Madness?

When you feel lonely in the world you disagree of, 

request a warm and tight hug from your dearest family :)

Still looking for herself. 

Will be back in place after some time.

I overcome the loneliness in the darkest night without you.

So what? :P

Kisssses :D

不是我，不是我。

我开始被身边的声音,污染了自己。



难道成长的过程就是，那么难熬？
我无法接受现在的自己。当我正积极地寻找着真正的自己时，却发现，我原来什么都不是。我在干嘛？我是谁？我不是在为自己而活吗？为什么现在的我，就好像是在被人，牵着鼻子走。


小时候的我，天不怕地不怕。有事情发生时，身边总有许许多多的人搀扶。不开心时，哭一哭，让眼泪洗涤心中的难受，即时雨过天晴。但现在什么都不是了，眼泪已经不能解决问题。 因为你开始长大了。你需要学习独立去面对许多事情。难道哭，事情就会因你而改变？不会。


醒醒吧，仪琳。事实是残酷的。
无论你多么难受，你依然是要抬头面对这个世界。世界还没到末日呢仪琳，等着瞧。现在只是一起初的阶段，路途还很遥远，还很漫长。

Rant. which you shouldn't read

I don't wanna hold back my feelings anymore, in the place which supposed to mine, mine.
I wanna blog bout the feelings that I'm feeling in the deep core of my heart, and that's all.



I hate this pretentious society. I hate that so-called social skills. I hate the people who smile to you when she needs your help, ignore you when you seem useless to them. I wanna act like I don't care yet somehow I can't seem to be. Am I getting immune to it? but this is life. LIFE? what the fug.



I want my salty tears to bring the hatred away. Seriously.
I wanna do things that I did not dare to do in the past. But I tell myself, I've grown up. I'm no longer a little kid. I have to say things I should say, not things I wanna say. Why? because people will blacklist your name in their mind when you've done something offending or wrong or things against their feelings.



And I chicken out again.



Why should I do things to please everyone! why am I shaping myself as such a girl that.. its not me!Why am I trying to be sophisticated? I have so many, so many things to rant over here. Yet I'm so timid now! I cannot do things on impulse! I would not let the emotions to conquer me! Fug off! 





Chill.

Eliz

21/8/10

6:15pm

Happy Ramadan!

Syafika and I :)

HAH! dah lama tak online! bulan puasa dah sampai! 

Happy Ramadan! :)

Okay enough. I can't think of other BM words to write. sucks in BM hahaha. I have quite of number of Malay friends yet I'm not really close to them due to my poor language. hmmm.. most of the time is that I don't know how to start a conversation with them. But well, as what Bao said, we can be expressed by body language, smile and any other ways. I think what's important is the heart right? :)


Opps. PMR trial exams are on next week! surprisingly I'm not feeling stressed out like how I used to be. Thanks to yoga I guess? Hee! :D

Thanks to Vivian who keeps reminding and motivating me all the way :)






PS: Time flies, people change. Towards the bad and also the good side. Cheers :D

13/8/10

5:35pm

Eliz.

Mental tiredness, but still gotta smile through life :)

 I can't wait for the exams to over!

 

The Modern Jazz Gang :D

I feel like I'm a walking zombie right now.

I'm trying to be cheerful everyday, bring joy and spread the smile to people around me, to me, myself, and I. As I believe when I look happy, my mind would be influenced too. Yet I feel a little bit exhausted, mentally. Dancing already could hardly fit the empty part of my heart, it can help raise my confidence, but I can't regain the mental energy.

hahaha. it's not that scary and negative lah. I'm still the cheerful and hyper-active girl as you see in school hahaa. That kind of stuff invade my mind only when I'm alone when I don't feel appreciated and important. What the hell. I know, life has ups and downs. It's a stages of my life. Live life to the fullest Yee Ling :) This is your life! Cherish it. instead of waiting for people to appreciate you, why don't you make the first move? :)

The one who inspired me- Minyi Yeow.

Makes me realized I used to push all the problems to myself which were not even existed. Human beings are so tiny, I shouldn't magnify the so-called problems. :) Contribute to the community. Age doesn't matter at all. That's the inspiration she gave me yet I haven't done anything for it :/

Roarrr :D

Hey Soul Sister!

sis, Yong Chien and I went for makan at Kajang with sis's bf

The clock is ticking.

It's weekly update for my blog :)
Trial exams are getting closer. PMR is getting closer. The tension and mood in my class is getting stronger like telling me :

Don't slow down Yee Ling! Keep moving!

:D yes yes. I'm moving. Non-stop moving. especially the two girls who sit behind me. One get first in midterm. another in top 10. WALAO.
I think I gotta miss out lots of hang outs or trips due to exams :( but its alright lah. Few more months to go only mah! HAHAA. hope my holiday plans would work out and these are my plans

• get a job to earn shopping money
• go for a camp
• help out in planning a Chinese camp
• voluntary job
• hang out with my gang
• gathering with my old schoolmates!
• window shopping with Wanyi and Vivian 
• photoshoot  (if Yong Chien wants to!)

hahaa. I think I still have other plans.. oh yeah! learn cooking! at least maggi mee! Grr. I want to be a good wife and girlfriend in the future kay HAHAA. ish. been laughed by my friends especially CheeRen who always MAKE ANNOUNCEMENT to everyone when talking about cooking. `o`

<< Don't argue yourself>>

wooohoo. I've picked up reading habit since secondary school. hee. this is one of my favourite books.  teach me how to overcome problems in life with an optimistic mind:)

<> ini lagi awesome! HAHA. although I don't seem to practising it right now :X but at least I get the concept. heee!

Though I love my current life pretty much but well.. Sometimes I do hate myself. 

Because...

I GET JEALOUS EASILY.

What the heck.

She, is one of my closest and true friends. I treat her like my best friend. but why I should get jealous? Shouldn't I be happy when she's happy? Shouldn't I be glad to have a lovable and popular friend like her? Shouldn't I be proud to know that she's so loved by every teacher?

and why am I jealous? 

So that means you'll be delighted when seeing people cry and being down lah, Yee Ling? Insane. 

You will not get any true friends if you keep being like this, Yee Ling. Don't be silly okay? She's always there for you when you need her. She never be stingy to share things with you. She's caring for you. She always wants you to be good, in study, in dealing with people, everything. and most importantly, she trusts me, she treats me like her true friend.

Cherish and appreciate please, Soh Yee Ling?

 

And SHE, is Adeline. Don't be surprised.

I cannot lie to myself that I'm not being jealous, Deline :( I'm always being true to my feelings. You're so great, too great. I'm always having low self-esteem when I'm with you. Guess that's why I felt moody today? :( GAH. I couldn't get myself out of that jealousy. What's wrong with me? The feeling I'm feeling right now.. SORRY :X I don't know why lah. I don't have the guts to tell you all my feelings but.. blogging :S

I think you're shocked when reading this Deline? HAHAA. Don't worry. you know I'm born weird like that. having mental problem ahhaa. at the end of this post I'll free from that strange feeling :)

You gave my life direction,

a game shows love connection,

we can't deny..!

:)

PS: I'm really glad! you're talking to me now! and invited me to watch Eclipse! :D 

Let me respect you from the bottom of my heart.

I'm in a cool state.
Hey people. It's me. I was the one who made the complaint on the BM paper. Hate me, criticize me, condemn me, I won't mind. Because I know I did not do anything wrong. The questions had already leaked out before the exam, you all know about it. It's NOT fair from the starting. And I'm just helping my friend to get 2 more marks so she could get an B for her paper.



BM paper2 part B, teacher asked us not to write more than 120 words. Yeah my friend wrote more than that so she only scored 8 out of 20. It's okay to deduct her marks because she didn't follow the instruction. But weird. Many of our classmates did actually wrote more than that but only she, and 2 more girls got deducted marks. How about the others? they still get good marks. 



so I thought I could beg for 2 more marks from teacher so my friend could get an B. but what teacher said when she came into our class?




" Saya akan kutip semua kertas balik kerana ada orang complain kat saya. sekarang saya akan double check semua kesalahan, semua orang punya markah mesti turun. "





Is she threatening us? so she means we shouldn't have made any complaint even though we find out there is unfairness? What do you want teacher? We shouldn't fight for our marks huh? You don't wanna admit you have made mistakes in marking paper, you get mad on us. Well teacher. you're so unreasonable!



Yes I know, we should learn from our mistakes.
But in this suckish KRK class they only care about our grads! Our marks! and if we don't argue for the marks we don't get good grads. If we don't get good grads? get out of this class! Berlagak saja! Sombong! Bodoh! You make us into KRK class. and you say we're proud. I don't understand why they wanna label us? we're just students after all sigh. We're learning the same things like the others. Pressure from parents, pressure from siblings, pressure from competitors, pressure from school, pressure from ourselves. Enough?






Apologies.
If any teachers happen to read this, I don't mean to be impolite here. I know teachers are still teachers. I'll respect. But shouldn't a teacher be a good TEACHER? Made mistake, but don't wanna admit it. The one who forgets her mistake, will repeat it eventually.
" Guru haruslah menjadi model yang baik untuk dicontohi oleh pelajar " is what you taught us to write in our essays, teacher. Practise it and let me respect you from the bottom of my heart.






PS: Teacher, dislike me? Up to you. I never said I'm a good student. These exams are not fair from the beginning. I thought you were great, but now, you're not. I respect you as a knowledgeable teacher, but I pay more respect to a teacher who always be patient to us, who knows how to control her temper well. You're not.

PSS: Sorry. if what I did makes your marks get deducted, I'm really sorry. but I want things to be fair, fair to everyone. I don't want things to be unclear like that.

PSSS: Adeline, put the blame on me, not yourself. It's me who insisted you to fight for the marks. Sigh I make you cry :( hope you're alright. Its just midterm anyway. Be more conscious next time. Like what Vivian said, exams have ups and downs :) take it easy.

纪念初恋。

再次见证朋友一段不欢而散的恋情。
曾犹豫是否要介入这件事当个“和事婆”，但我退缩了。我知道，我只是个局外者，我没有资格。却不知不觉的，我把朋友的这件事情，投射在自己的身上 。

我，和他，怎么样了？

我到如今也不明白，为什么，我会为一段没有开花结果的恋情而总是耿耿于怀？
别人啊，他们曾经在一起，有过明朗的关系，山盟海誓，深深爱过对方。感情结束了，他们可以名正言顺的伤心欲绝，流泪；又或者是光明正大的避开对方。充电之后，带着某些阴影，继续往前方的路走。


我呢？
很明显我可以继续我的路程。一个人也无所谓。因为我知道，在这世界上，没有谁失去了谁后就活不下去。毕竟人生是自己掌控的，快乐由自己决定。

但，或许在感情路上，这增添了多一份苦涩的滋味。

我和他，什么都没有。没有什么特别浪漫的事情，没有经历过什么争执，没有什么大风大浪，没有什么特别的日子，可以让我们对彼此有深刻的回忆。因为我们不曾是情侣。
这就只是纯纯的爱。


《初恋红豆冰》这电影，阿牛当年的感觉，或许就是我现在所感受的吧？
我总是嘲笑自己幼稚。我对这份所谓“感情”的执著，来到了第三个年头。记载着从我喜欢上他开始的日记，他写给我的纸条，两年前开始拍下的照片，唯一正式的礼物手链，我根本舍不得丢。要不是我之前的手提坏了，大概我还会留着两年前的信息吧。你开始认同我幼稚了，对吧？哈。

那是我唯一在想念的时候，可以让我回味的办法。

我知道我们已经不需要对方了。
他有他的新交友圈子，过着新生活。为了适应新环境而忙碌，加上时间的漂白，要淡忘过去的人和物就变得简单多了； 而我，虽然还是停留在同样的环境和面对同样的面孔，但我也有我的新挑战，新目标。对我来说，时间是最佳良药。偶尔还是会想念，但我很清楚，过去的已经过去了，我们不可能再从新体验当时的感觉。既使我们现在碰面了，我们已经不是当初的我们了，对吗？



我写这篇文章的目的，并不是想要他回来。我只是需要成长。
我不能再重复犯错，当我明知自己不会付出爱时，自私地要求别人的爱。谁也不需向谁道歉，我们之间并没有谁对谁错，因为我们都曾经心甘情愿去喜欢对方，去爱对方。我们的结局，是最好的结局。

为我们各自的梦想而奋斗吧！=D

 仪琳

17/5/2010

7:12pm

in this little 'Society'

First thing I wanna say is, school life rocks! :D


School life is simply nice to me when I get to know friends who have so many common thoughts with me. Besides, they are someone who can read and understand my feelings. I feel like I've reunited my missing twin sisters hahaha. well well. I'm pretty lucky. I found 2 of my twin sisters :)

 Adeline, who always appears in my blog. heee. well I wish our friendship can be lasting. It's hard to find a friend like you. You're always being caring for me :) I learn things from you. I'm really glad I can have a friend like you, Adeline. though sometimes you're annoying like how Im annoying to you hahahah.  love ya! =D

 Yin Ying. Get to know her during CNY performance in school this year. The first impression she gave me is: she's totally a camwhore freak and omg she's taller than me?! LOL. that's not a very good impression I guess? hahaa. we have so many common opinions on life and people. It's not easy to me to find someone has same point of views towards life. because my views are just so outstanding hahaa.

School is just like a little society. We acquaint with people, learn how to be socialized and attend to people. Studying is our career, teachers are managers, whereas pricipal is our CEO lols.
Adults that I talk to have been telling us people in society only look for benefits. Sometimes they're forced to be selfish as they need to survive. Blabla. I have no qualm on this.



NO. Perhaps time has changed, I've already seen an example in school.
Most people dislikes her. Sigh. I don't hate her but I'm feeling kind of disapponted. We used to be very close friend, very close indeed. but that was 2 years ago.


Her true personality was revealed when she once lied on teacher, trying to push me and my friend into a hot pot. She will only make friends with those who can benefit her. She will look for you when she needs you. but when you need her, she will just ignore. Her temper is most unbearable. I guess you as a prefect already who is she. I'm always being true to my feelings and I did try to hint her about her problems. I bet she knows what the problems are and perhaps in 0.0000001% she did try to change it, but I didn't see the effort. After all, she is still the same. Those who are still close to her, please, do advise her.  Despite of everything, I have to admit that she's a very capable girl. but that's is not the way to live your life! :)




Alright. end this serious topic. Let's see some photos hee




Saturday I just participated in an activity held by Kerjaya Club(which is the club for PRS heee). I had so much fun although it only lasted for about 30 minutes =D Our counselor teachers invited some lectures form PTPL college and they planned treasure hunt for us! xDD



You wonder how? it only took 30 minutes.




Task 1:

Alright. As what we always did in camps, we had to design our group flag. The condition was we had to use recyclable materials.  and yes! no doubt this is our (: Hui Jin, Denice and I) awesome flag! wooohoo. its a broom decorated by petals and leaves. honestly I like it pretty much hahaa.Creativity on spot =P

In fact we needed to create our own cheers but seriously we ran out of time, so the the lecturer just canceled it. Thanks god, I hate creating cheers hmmmp. but still, Puan Norliah gave us an cheers idea which was : Boom Boom Pupa Boom! hahaa sounds not bad though :D (does she watch Discovery channel too? heee boom de yada!)

Task 2:
We headed to checkpoint 2 after getting the clue requesting us to go assemble site.

See those straws? Our task was to make a 'building' which can bear the bottle weight within 3 minutes. We didn't manage to do it on time then ended up got deducted 2 marks. Sad :( still we got the clue for next checkpoint which was in front of the mosque.

Didn't get to take any picture because it's a rush hour! LOL we ran ran and ran of coarse Hui Jin aka olahraga ran faster than Denice and I lar hahaa. Then we realised we were behind of Crystal and Ah Tung's group :( lolss


Task 3:  Collect plastic bottles.
We stole those bottles from classes and dug some out from rubbish bin ewww :X  but still had fun! hahaaa




Task 4:

 What kind of task was it which made Denice looked so uneasy? 

Body checkup! wth body checkup in canteen? LOL this was absolutely weird and it took most time to wait for our turn.  Hui Jin took blood type test whereas Denice and I took blood pressure test. New things that I've tried out lolss

 Denice's blood pressure was just nice but mine is 95..kinda low hmm. ideal one should be 120 :( 

 Game over! we got 4th place if I'm not mistaken. hahaa. some photos after game.

 Group 1 Denice, Hui Jin and I with our flag. Warrior! hahaa

 we look cute kalalala~ =D

 Azzim with his so-called flag. =)

 Adeline, where is the picture which I suck Crystal's milk? xDD

 PS: Shouldn't think too much. that couldn't be me :)

PSS: Oh oh. Mid term is coming :( 

Eliz

25/4/2010

7.00pm

Stress

I was asking Sofea to look at the camera. LOL Shakira on the left and Ain on the right =)

I was in the midst of deciding whether I should delete my blog or not since it is so dead and facebook account too. Sometimes I just don't know why, blogging and facebook-ing make me have low self-esteem =O Indeed. they make me feel so bad. AWFULLY BAD



Weird? Oh, yes. I'm absolutely a weirdo xD




But Adeline reignited my blogging mood. With the pictures she has taken! =D Perhaps I'm someone that cannot live without camera? once I realize the presence of camera I would start posing and making weird expressions. hahaa.

I don't camwhore much lately because I know you guys feel annoyed with my hairstyle.

ish YOU CUT YOUR HAIR AGAIN! 

response of most my friends hahaa.

the last day of Cikgu Roszana as our art teacher =(

Stress.

Regarding to my title, yes I'm going to talk about stress. Stress can kill, don't you agree?

I read some articles that those students who received too much pressure on study, ended up committing suicide. Awww. Poor cases.

  

I was told by my mom about a girl, who is now having psychologic problem. She was the PMR candidate, and she scored full A's for it. She is a form 4 student this year. Having high expectation for her exams, she didn't score good marks for some of the subjects. She was demoralized. She can't get out of the disappointment.. Now, she is not going to school. She has to see psychology doctor, and need to consume medicine. Is it called Melancholia?

Lovely Sunday!

xP

I like to keep myself busy. So that, I would not have extra time to think of something that is already non-related to my current life anymore. Or else I would go emotional, cry and anything. Yes. I get to make my mind occupied with lots of stuffs - school stuff, friends and family. Yet somehow..



I feel sort of... some parts of my life missing =(




I'm so-not-me lately hahaa. boo! guess its because I've become a FULL-TIME nerd LOL.
Hmm. Anyway, I'm getting used to it. Without the special one who used to giving me sweetness and happiness, I have changed. But well, happiness would not naturally go to me right? I got to explore and seek for it. hahahaa. and most importantly, grasp it =)


isssh. apalah ni. this is not my style of blogging! hahaa. I know you want pictures! hey very random one don't mind alright? hahaa. pictures of Thailand trip will takes me plenty of time. so forget it I'm lazy to upload =X



*Yee ling! can't you stop crapping in your post?* =.=


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28/3/10

It's like any other Sundays I've had - always bright and sunny (hey now then I realize I never wake up in a rainy Sunday morning). 



But the afternoon was different.
A little destructive monster intruded into my house! =O

But no. I have a very close relationship with this little monster! =D
He had a pillow fight with my dad and broke my lips moisturizer =.= hahahaa. Who is he?

ah yes! He's my nephew Chi Hao! (not you sista =.=) heee. can you believe it? all these pictures are taken by himself! and what? He is only 3 years old! OMG. I gotta call him camwhore King and sifu now hahaaa. How come he has so many expressions yet still look so natural! and so cute! hahaa

even when he cried, he still looks cute! ahahaa. His hilarious actions makes our home full of laughters. The way he talks, is literally showing him as an overmatured kid. Acting like us only! hahaa. I remember he said, "aiya bu yao fan wo la!" -means don't disturb me. acting his mom's expression. He learned this from his mom aka my sister. hahaa made us laughed like hell only xD


When he happens to hear of a song for example Single ladies by Beyonce, hahhaa I tell you. he can dance better than Beyonce! lols!

see see! acting again xD

imitating some moves from movie. hyperactive hahaa.

this is how he reacts when he doesn't know who hit his ass. hahaha! laugh my ass off la! =D

he's pampered child xD

the mother aka my sampat sister. woohaa

maybe one child in the future? =X

okay! end this post with his fascinating smile hee

wooo blogging is cheering me up hee. Guess I'll have sweet dream neh. aha.

Good night everyone!   

29/3/10

11.24pm

Eliz.