It's better I have NO tears gland!

woohoooo! changed hairstyle again! my fringe is so short! hahaaa




Such a terrible day :(




It was like any other ordinary day. I didn't see the gloomy morning as an omen - weather nowadays is so unpredictable. Assembly was boring as usual. I cut my hair again and my fringe is really short. My girlfriends commented on it and we chit-chatted until the assembly was over.


Then, Form 3 students were asked to stay at the hall while the other forms went back to their classes. Okay we were just gonna listen whoever speeches again, I thought. Unexpectedly, it was a spot check! aww fine. My hair? it's just nice and short enough so they couldn't do anything on it; fingernails? still acceptable; stocking? gosh. I wore black socks in white shoes. Boo. prayed it just gonna be alright.



but it's not alright at all:(




I was dead when one of the whoever teachers came and checked our stocking. One by one. When she came to me, oh no. I gave her an awkward smile and showed her my socks.



'Bangun.'



Oh oh. so I got up with my face covered in hands like a criminal =X
oh come on. I was the only one from krk class who got caught okay. I felt seriously ashamed )= some more the teacher led me to the front of the people. aduh.


2 teachers commented on my 'outstanding' hairstyle while I was waiting for punishment =X hahaaa. one [which I don't know her name] said I look like an artist *woohoo* and Puan Lim said she wants to have the same hairstyle as me! @.@


Waited. with 2 big gangs of girls which I didn't know most of them. I supposed they were more innocent than me. Teacher said that their pinafore were too short but well.. their pinafores were of knee-long so where's the problem? What's the standard length actually? Did they give any clear idea? [School, I don't mean to be offensive.==]

The others were having the stocking problem like me. My mistake couldn't be forgiven I know lar. How about theirs? their socks were at ankle level what. Against the rules again? some students don't even wear socks please. ohmygosh.



[drizzling]



we were asked to queue up in front of discipline room. Imagine we were the criminals, discipline room was the police station I guess? :S My mind was preoccupied with so many things. It was my first time entering the discipline room due to discipline mistake. I just couldn't help feeling a little worried. "It is just gonna be alright." I kept telling myself.

After awhile, the most 'well-known' hamsap teacher in our school [you know who is he] started to distribute some papers for all the 'criminals'. I started to feel panicked. What kinda papers could be given to me at such time? Tears gland began to work. Tears of worry.



It's a form. Yeah. Just a form. but wait! I saw the key word --- GANTUNG!




NO! How can this happen to me! argghhhh!
I was collapsed. its such a big strike to me! I never ever thought of being suspended this word for my school life. The first thing that I thought of was.. My record is gonna have a black spot there.NO! I wish to apply for scholarship someday! and if.. my record is bad.. How? What am I gonna do?


I admit I may had thought too far ahead. but I don't think my worries were unreasonable.


yes. I burst into tears although I tried really hard to control it! as for my title - IT's BETTER I HAVE NO TEARS GLAND! no tears gland no tears. Hooray! so I need not to control my emotion so hard. You know whenever I try to hold my tears from rolling out, I feel headache. I slapped myself. I breathed in deeply. but they were HELPLESS!



I was playing a drama? hello teacher. do you think I can interview to become an actress? GOD! you said I was playing a drama! yes! yes! Im a famous actress now right! now all crybabies can be actors or actresses!


Can I say 'whatever lar'? Still, they are teachers. they have to be respected. now we are in a school. we have to go along with the rules. haih. Thanks Puan Habibah [if I didn't spell her name wrongly], I suppose today was the blackest day of my school life, I'll take it as a lesson.





I don't wanna let you see my eyes. hmm. swollen and painful. can't even open properly. hahaa I cheer up d. don't worry. haaaha.


conclusion: I will have bought new pairs of socks by tomorrow ==
hooo. what a relief after blogging.hahaa. long post yeah. this is really 'priceless moment in school' ==