Madam ADA LINE!

That's how i always make fun of her name, Adeline :)


Well this is another post that i especially write for my besties heee. I guess by expressing how I truly feel for my friend is much more meaningful than any present that money can buy yeah? (Hey guys don't you think this is a great idea/ excuse for not buying a present :P) Oh well, you know it! Friendship is priceless! It can't be weighed by how expensive the present is! xD I didn't buy anything for her though hahaaa. Imma be a bad friend XD

i think this is our first picture? form1! hahaaa and i remember wah lung was in front of us. don't-know-what school event was going on. xD

Hahaaa. Adeline! Do you still remember how we know each other? No? Yes?
Okay honestly, I can't recall :P Yet I have a clear picture that there was once you argued with Hui Shen. You chose to leave her and came to me. We sat together since then. Was that how our friendship started off? Hahaaa

our acting-lesbian picture! it was year 2008. hahaaa. remember? we're with Hui Shen. 

Celebrating both your birthdays :D

Kian Lim's birthday! the first time I saw you wearing skirt? hahaa!

kinda random picture hahaa! denice edited this? hahaa! i wanna kisssss you! :P

our sampat time -.- hahaa! our sivik project ended up like that :P

I admit that I'm a hot-tempered, kind of stubborn and emotional person. At times, I might just get mad at you unreasonably. And there was once my jealousy and inferiority took over me as your popularity was raising fast. Hahaaaa. That maybe only just my own fight and I don't think you even realized it if i never told eh? YOU BIG BIG NOOBIE DUMMY :P

you wearing sari! tak boleh pakai lah you're too skinny hmmmp

Heeee! during our break time of working! hahaaa! so great lah these memories :) we're on the road camwhoring baby! xD

 

us with Sofea! heee! still prefer your student uniform rather than prefect :/

 

our future dentist! hahaa! before our PMR! loving your smile :)

How am I gonna describe you? Uh hmm. Pure H2O? hahaaaaa


You're another innocent baby to me besides Denice! As pure as pure water hee! you know, when i realized that you were so eager to meet me up just to ask my opinion about your relationship, I feel good :D Indeed. Though you are always not sensitive enough to my emotions... you give me chances to take a peek at your inside thought sometimes. Hahhaaa. PS: A good friend will always make you feel important :) Im gonna list out things that I love doing with you hahaaa

1. I love arguing with you
2. I love we can always hit our asses against each other's 
3. I love resting my arm on your shoulder
4. I love it when I "accidentally" step on your shoes, you will shout : Wei, I just washed them! and step on mine again
5. I love we lean against the classroom door and look out at the greenly field, chat about anything from school leng zai leng lui to our future. and when teacher comes, we run back to our seats XD
6. I love each time after we snap a picture, you will always complain that your hair is messy, your face looks weird.. and again we snap. again you complain, again we snap .. XD

 the list goes on.

Haahahaa. Things we experienced together might seem little for you but they mean a lot to me. They are part of my school life memories. :)


Awwww my hair stands -.- How can I actually write something so geli to you! LOL. ini macam a confession post hahaaa! wei Adeline Wong Be Wern,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

thanks Vivian for making all this to Deline! heee! again, HAPPY BIRTHDAY DELINE! its almost 12am and Im rushing to finish this post! hahaaa

=D May all your wishes come true! Be cheerful always! I CINTA PADAMU! hahaaaa! Muah! 

PS: By the way, Deline ah, can you please help me to say thanks to your mom? 

Because NO her, NO you, NO us! :D 

14/12/2010

11:45pm

the sun emerges

Hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm.
woke up reluctantly in the gloomy morning yoga and had breakfast ate sour pineapple and worked as a waitress till afternoon and go home with exhausted body and ate a slice of salty cheese and a sweet banana. Hahaaa. My day was average.



Life is kinda plain for me now but I wouldn't say its boring. I was walking in a shopping centre yesterday and I really do love the feeling for being alone. It's not the feeling of lonely. Wandering around in a book store, I was blank-minded. How awesome is that, when a normal human being can actually have time to think of nothing. Hahaaa its weird though. Call me giler. Well i think im just simply contented :)


Uh huh. but I do indulge myself in some awesome food sometimes! haaahha!

ahaa! I had 北京田鸭 at Hong Kee located at Connaught with my sis and her boyfriend. these are just the skin of the duck. they taste great together with the sauce!

and at the same day, we went all the way to Asia Cafe at Subang to eat these delicate and delicious sushi! take a look people! :D

they don't just impress you with their appearance heehee :P when you get to chew them, all the ingredients mixed together.. woah you'll just go speechless and you just gonna remember the taste forever! Hmmmmm~

 look at our reactions when eating those sushi! even my dad who is loath eating sushi, loves them! :D

 Sushi Heng! You'll fall in love with him once you eat the sushi that he made! its like a drug hahaa! but you'll get intimidated by his serious-looking as well. He glared at me when I took his picture. Maybe he doesn't like to be captured? and he doesn't talk much hahaa. Hoho! yeah one thing! if you get to order his sushi, don't order from the menu. It would be a waste if you order from the menu. So, request him to create some sushi on spot! hahaa 

TIPS: while waiting, be a patient and enthusiastic audience. hahaa. I describe customer as audience because the process is absolutely like a performance! hahaaa. You can feel his heart making those sushi. and for sure the sushi you're going to eat will taste even better! Awww I'm serious! heee!

Last Saturday. When I was being tortured by my own guiltiness, my sister bought a bouquet of flowers and wrote an apology letter to cheer mom up! Hahahaa. However mom's response was kind of unreadable when she received it urgh. Sister and I spent the night doubting whether mom has forgiven us.. And delightedly, the next day mom smiled at us! Hahaa finally it's over, everything has back to its right place.



It was another average but hot afternoon.

this is how my brother and I communicate :P

Priscilla is one of a few seniors that im still close with :) she's jotting down the notes or whatsoever which she supposed to have written during her classes. hahaaa

Priscilla using Kukumalu pencil box leh! How cute! xD

 

Pris is eager for the CS notes from my brother. she looks like a kid waiting for mama's ice-cream isn't it? xD

I always end up wordless in the end of my post. Why ah?

Oh yeah! did I mention I got chosen to be student reporter? Hahaaa. It was a delighting news for me but what makes me happier is, my mom allows me to participate the training camp! My protective mom was kind of disagree my decision to become a student reporter before passing up the application form. hahaa! but see! belum try belum tau :P now everything works out! (it actually rhymes huh?) woohooo!

I'm starving. Off for dinner. Toodles! :D

PS: I'm worried because I know you well.

9/12/2010

7.04pm

reminder of mistakes

I made two atrocious mistakes in two months time. 

First, I gave out opinions as if I was an expert. Second, I spilled out things that I should not have done so. and I mess up everything now. Screwed up.

Don't you think relation among people is, so vulnerable? It could be just broken due to a word, a gesture, or even only an expression. And sadly, once a relation is broken, even if it's healed, a scar is left there. You can still feel the pain after months, years, or forever. The scar will always remind you of the pain. Argh. Something very minor that you think it means nothing, it might mean a lot to somebody else. I'm sorry for everything. I've hurt so many people's feelings. I got no idea what to do anymore other than apologizing. I'm sorry.

SOH YEE LING, what do you want? want to be thanked because you've made a great deal? you want to act like a great person? Who do you think you are? Damn you SOH YEE LING! 

Hurting my friend, hurting my mom. These are my unforgivable mistakes in my teenage life, and I'm gonna keep them in my mind till I grow up and grow old. Lesson learnt: think think think and think before you say something.Words you say can mean nothing to yourself, but can be hurtful or offending to somebody else! SOH YEE LING take note!

I never had such strong feeling that I actually wanted to fly back to the past, preventing myself from making such mistakes :( I kept asking myself, why did I say so? Why? yet life goes on. you can't just live in the past, stuck at your own mistakes! learn from your mistake, and make sure don't repeat it! and after all, I'm sorry :)

its the night. 2 of December 2010. I'm sorry mom and er jie.

and I'm sorry, Vivian.

The sun still rises, the wind still blow, life goes on. 

3:24pm

7/12/2010

对，是我的错。

人一旦太幸福，会忘了原来自己，已经很幸福了。未能融入你的身份，去体谅您的辛劳，是我的无知。未曾设身处地为你着想，去了解您的付出，是我的自私。我的出发点是想去填补您和姐之间的漏洞，是那种与日俱深的漏洞，但我却抹杀了你之前所作出的努力和贡献。对不起，真的很对不起。

这是我前所未有的恐惧。

恐惧，恐惧我从此断送一家人的和睦。

恐惧，恐惧我从此留下一个无法磨灭的伤疤在母亲身上。

而这一切， 就只因为我冲动，无知，没经大脑的话！

我从没如此害怕地要去面对一件事的后果，那种害怕，是我很想很想逃避的。我没把握能将我闯出来的祸填补回去。祸从口出。母亲与孩子形同陌路，那种感觉，就好像死了更好过。    “对不起”似乎已不代表什么了。我该怎么办？

死了算了？哈哈

Recluse is blogging

Hahaaa. tired though, i feel indeed healthy now. sorry i have to repeat and repeat how much I love to exercise especially dancing because i really do love the sweat coming out from my pores, skin damp with perspiration. and active body cells they are dancing as well. hahahaa. it's even awesome if you can eat some fruits and take a hot bath afterward! 


Hahahaa. im simply happy right now :) by the way, i've deactivated my facebook account. you won't be seeing an Eliz Soh in your friend list now. among the reasons they provided, i picked this is temporary, i will be back. hahahaa well, am actually trying to get out of living in virtual life, to live in only one social life, the REAL one. getting rid of facebook-ing habit is easy, but not for blogging. hahaaa because i have to and need to crap and most importantly, i somehow feel much secure here :)

hahaaa. and it was my mom's 46th birthday.
brother made a little surprise for her which.. did not work out :/ he made a video with our pictures of our trips to Thailand, Sabah etc and ended it with sister, his and my wishes to her. Us with hilarious expressions hahaaa. we had quite a number of trips almost every year heee. and in this picture we're at Hindu Glass temple in Johor, one-day trip. Gahhhh. it's suckish place. hahaa but we had fun anyway :D

 and this was how she reacted when watching the video. hahaaa smiley face :D yeeepeee!

if my parents they were smiling in this picture, it would be perfect for me :D ahh but without ah gor ;/

another picture that i like because ah ba ah ma look alike.
hahaa you know what? im watching a hongkong drama every move you make that really interest me. hahaa according to one of the episode, they said a couple will slowly imitate their partner's expressions and actions as time passes by. and eventually, they 'look alike'. this is what we usually call fu qi xiang in mandarin hahaa.

 i wanted to yam sheng too :D yaaaaammmmmmmm sheeeennnnnggggggggg people! hahaaa

 hahaha lovely picture <3

 YongChien and Winne :D I like jie jie. LOL!
now one more person to sayang and guide me! <3

as usual. they planned to go Luna Bar! 
"youngsters nowadays indeed know how to enjoy life, aiyo"  the elders always say. hahaaa. i personally agree xD

and our pictures! haahaaa i know i look old but my sis looks gorgeous especially with her hair curled! hahaaa

and of coarse! my overmatured camwhore look :D hahaaaa

well guess you still remember it :P hahaa scary-looking tiger cat! hahaaa i like this name xD

learning to be a professional shampoo girl isn't as easy as i imagined. hahaaa. basically my daily routine is yoga or dance, reading newspaper and books or magazines, and rotting at saloon. holiday is absolutely boring, you know that. i don't wanna have so much outings as i need to save up for shopping. my very own pocket money is reducing rapidly! hahaaa. i don't wanna get a job to tie up my time. other than that, i do think that this is not the age we should be working. You takut no chance to work when you're grown up? yeah la yeah la mom. hahaaaa.

organic food taste great! :D you will never feel fatty even after taking plates of them. hahaaaa.

being healthy leads to a happy life! trust me! this is true! hahaaa

Vanity is the spring of unhappiness. Balance it.

Cheers! :D

24/11/2010

12:22am

Will update soon people! :P street jazz class later wooohooo! :D

原来结局是，形同陌路。

:)